It's really heartbreaking when u find out something u never expected about someone u care so much about. like, they tell u stuff and u start to believe in them. Then,one day u looked into something too deep, and u see something so hurtful, your heart literally stops beating. it stays hurt like that till god knows when. until u convince yourself to forget about it. i've followed someone with my heart outside,for the world to see and now she's gone. and im left in a deep dark hole that's gonna be hard to get out of. but i guess i had it coming. karma's a bitch isn't it. just when i started to care again, i get stabbed. i'm not going to go back again. but i don't want to jump to conclusions though. i'm just gonna wait and see how things go. but one thing is for sure. im not opening the inside of my heart anymore. i love you. but..its not about me anymore..its about you..
