im very2 lost on the inside right now. its been 2, 3 days since i had contact with u. i dont know whats happened. where u are and your condition. im very worried. called you but i cant get through. i know the surgery was successful and that your out safely. but now, i dont know where u are. im trying my best to stay positive and not let the bad thoughts control my mind. but it gets harder and harder everyday. if u have something to say, i really2 hope u just say it. dont keep it in. cause the last thing i ever want is for any of us to get hurt. i miss you. i miss your voice. i miss your smile, your laugh and your craziness. i hope you come back soon. every night, i stay up, waiting for ur name to pop up on my screen but it has not happened yet so far.