Life can be as fake as your mum's orgasm ★

My arms are really trembling as im typing all this. Never did i think something like this would've happened. i gave u my heart. i believed in you. i guess now its time u believed in me. please have some faith in me. yesterday, i told you something that i find extremely hard to say. i opened up to you. because i knew that i could say everything to you. cause i love you. you know that i would never do anything to hurt you. i care about u so much. all this is just a misunderstanding. i swear i dont have any feelings for that girl or as a matter of fact,any other girl thats not a part of my family. you are the one i care about most. you are the one that i would risk everything to just see a smile. i'd give anything just to turn that frown into a smile. u can look into it yourself if u dont believe me. just look at our wall to wall. i never ever said i loved her. or even that i liked her. cause all thats in my heart and mind is you. yes you. Lena. and i know that you're hurting right now. im really2 sorry. if only you could see how sorry i am. a greatest fear of mine is to lose someone that i love and care about alot. and right now. that fear is haunting and creeping over me. Maybe i dont mean that much to you. but you mean Everything to me. I love you Lena. im sorry. pls have faith in me. in us.