I just noticed that my ankle has gotten pretty fucked up. when i was applying the lubricant on my ankle, i looked at it and saw the damn bruise..its pretty bad..my ankle basically has no shape right now. its like an alien ankle. cant even see the ankle bone. this is really gonna take a long time to heal. fuck this. i hate ankle sprains. id rather bust my head open and go to hospital. at least i'd still be able to skate after.
i hate staying home. i hate doing nothing at home. im trying my best to be a lil bit more productive at home but i can't. cause i'm thinking about stuff constantly. i dont knowwww..i just want things to go back to normal. like last time. my life right now really sucks. 2010 is really screwing my life up. _|_
I wish things would go back to when it was just me,friends,skateboarding,fun and of course, her. when there was nothing bothering my mind. Maybe the hardest things to get back are actually some of the simplest things in life.
i hate staying home. i hate doing nothing at home. im trying my best to be a lil bit more productive at home but i can't. cause i'm thinking about stuff constantly. i dont knowwww..i just want things to go back to normal. like last time. my life right now really sucks. 2010 is really screwing my life up. _|_
I wish things would go back to when it was just me,friends,skateboarding,fun and of course, her. when there was nothing bothering my mind. Maybe the hardest things to get back are actually some of the simplest things in life.
